Minggu, 01 Juli 2018

Have You in My Heart

Have You in My Heart

Good and kindhearted God, thank you for giving me such a precious opportunity that I am still in this world alive with the twists and turns of life
all that I get is a gift that I will not waste and I will not exchange with a better thing

I am grateful to feel loved or hated because you have given me extraordinary ability that I can survive even though I can not afford it

I do not regret for a thousand injuries that have ever come to my life because the wound is very meaningful to me .... wounds that teach me the meaning of life and the color of eternal life

God, you write stories and stories of infinite struggle, You describe me a scheme of life that I do not understand how the way

Your way is not my way, Your way is not my way and that I think best is not necessarily the best for me

sometimes all the best of You is the opposite of my frantic way of thinking

God, teach me to understand, understand without protesting all your ways

renew my mind and my heart to want to explore your plan that is sometimes beyond my capabilities

God is loving, teach me to keep patience to face whatever is in front of me now ... open my heart to let Your will happen to me

let what happens in my life is Thy will not mine only because I am only human

human beings who are always looking for protection and defense of all bad events

if everyone does not believe me, let the frozen heart melt away by the warm sun because I can not turn the frozen into immaculate clear water

limited ability gives me the sense that I must limit my movement so that everything can be beautiful and tidy as you wish

even if I have to walk on the steep and rocky roads, I try and keep trying to survive and walk upright with a role model stick

for you will not leave me in solitude and dreadful darkness ..

in the darkness there is your light and warm light, in the distress there is a satisfying relief, in fear there is the courage to keep moving even though the eyes and ears are closed

Lord, I came with a grieving and troubled heart but I will go home with joy and joy ... reviving the dead to be meaningful

I know I can get past what's on me because I still have you in my heart ...

to have You and to make You the court of my heart is my main duty as the Son of Light of Christ, showing the loyalty of a child to his Father

I am proud to be a child of Christ, to be a son of the Lord Jesus because my Lord is a wonderful and wonderful God

everything is made as beautiful as the rainbow and as comfortable as heaven though my heart has been stained and badly injured, I can still feel the warmth of Your miracle that keep working in my life

even though I am thrown away and picked up again, you lift me up to be worthy of those who only know about me one eye

my grim life cycle seemed to come back to life as I remembered that Yourself is the answer to all my anxieties

You have entered as an eternal and irreplaceable host .. protecting me from the doom, showing me the best direction I can pass, giving me extraordinary courage

my heart will not be flawed because You are the healer of my heart that is reliable ....


(Yustinus Setyanta)

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